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EUR/USD: Exited manually near BE;
USD/CAD: Added short position;
Risk exposing: (1.25106-1.24794)*6=18.72$
Balance if lose all: 524.12$
----SL only should be set base on TA, never to set/move it for any other reason!


1. The second to last position for gold shouldn't be called, even it had has some profits and even it was exited with BE, too radical;
2. It is right operation that miss this turn for gold, the SL was too lager when it conform to my role, shouldn't to mind it.
3. The last call of gold was right, even it lost.

Exited all usd/cad, don't know what happened to pull it up suddly

Short USD/JPY
Risk exposing: (119.867-119.748)*15=17.85$
Balance if lose all: 563.89-17.85=546.04$

USD/JPY lost
Long EUR/USD for short-term
Risk exposing: (1.11730-1.11581)*10=14.9$
Balance if lose all: 548.76-14.9=533.86$

Take all profits from EUR/USD

Short EUR/USD
Risk exposing: (1.12456-1.12306)*10=15$
Balance if lose all: 598.26-15=583.26$

EUR/USD: Took all profits;
Gold: added long position;
Risk exposing: (1208.16-1204.29)*5=19.35$
Balance if lose all: 649.27-19.35=629.92$

Gold: lost and long again, difficult to set SL now, watch the price action if it touch 1204 again. Remember, don't lose over 20$ from one call.

Set SL @1204.39 just base on to manage the risk, not a TA SL point. If hit it and the trend still is up, covering it again.
Risk exposing: 20$
Balance if lose all: 626.77-20=606.77$

Gold: The last position lost, then long again
Risk exposing: (1203.2-1199.3)*5=19.5$
Balance if lose all: 603.87-19.5=584.37$

Lost again, still long, and also pending another order buy limit @1196 with SL @1194
Risk exposing: (1203.08-1199.08)*5=20$
Balance if lose all: 583.87-20=563.87$

Lost and long again
Risk exposing: (1200.86-1197.99)*5+(1200.45-1197.99)*2=19.27$
Balance if lose all: 563.82-19.27=544.55$

Lost and long again
Risk exposing: (1203.66-1200)*5=18.3$
Balance if lose all: 544.03-18.3=525.73$

Lost and long again by hit buy limit
Risk exposing: (1197.73-1196)*10=17.3$
Balance if lose all: 525.37-17.3=508.07$

Lost all and long again
Risk exposing: (1194.16-1192.20)*10=19.6$
Balance if lose: 494.37-19.6=474.77$

Lost again, this 2 weeks lost lots
Weight long now! emotional!
Violate the role, don't know how to do now, still trying to keep calm, then decide how to deal with this position
shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit

Lost too much!
Difficult to stop trade now, toggle to trade other pair to keep calm!
Long OIL
Hope don't hit my SL, so I have time to keep calm at weekend.

这两个月的利润半个月的时间全部亏损完，又回到了起点
总结教训
1、日图只有一个平台出金叉，且1小时图道氏点还没有突破，就做出趋势结束的判断，平空转多，导致后来完全看不见空头信号
2、趋势判断错误后，资金大幅回撤，加上生活的压力，想尽快摆脱现状的心理，导致心态失控，完全不顾规则了，用心里的期望取代了客观的分析，甚至不去分析
3、趋势未真正结束之前，不要去预判它结束，不要去贪、去抢这一点蝇头小利，那会因小失大的；就算一开始就以回调的计划去做，随着价格的起起落落，心态几经变化后，依然容易忘记当时的想法、找不回状态而乱了方向。
4、进展顺利时可以激进一些，进展不顺时就应该保守，而现在却完全相反了
5、预防亏损永远要优先于去争取利润，故只有在完全符合规则时才操作，其它情况必须离场观望


会跌倒，就说明还不够稳健，有隐患、有漏洞。现在需要做的是去修补、去强化，然后重新来过，而不是去哀叹、去后悔、去想如何扳回损失。一切都已经成了过去，忘记之前的利润，不需要去扳本，只需记住教训就可以，不管资金如何变化，都只能根据规则踏踏实实、按部就班的去做。

Short-term long EUR/USD for bounce
Risk exposing: (1.08021-1.07830)*10=19.1$
Balance if lose: 165.26-19.1=146.16$


Reason:

EUR/USD lost
Try long GBP/USD
Risk exposing: (1.507-1.5038)*5=16$
Balance if lose: 146.16-16=130.16

Reason

If right, then:
Target 1: 1.5620, hold if break up;
Target 2: 1.62, hold if break up;

added to long and reset SL @1.50491
Risk exposing: (1.507-1.50491)*5+(1.50674-1.50491)*5=19.6$
Balance if lose: 146.16-19.6=126.56$