Start journal to test trading system

Gold: plan to wait Greek talks, but too late, too sleepy, Move all SL to 1223, go bed
Risk exposing: (1222-1219.10)*5=19.5$
Profit locked: 322.28$
Balance if hit SL: 195.44+322.28-19.5=498.22$
----Never expose risk over 20$
----欲止则心静、心静则神清，无思无欲、损益皆空，贪亦空、惧亦空 、空亦空！

Gold: hedge(locked all)
Risk exposing: 0$
Profit locked: 566.63$
Balance: 762.19$
unlock plan: if really break up 1216, exit short when retrace and hold long; else, exit long and hold short.
----Never expose risk over 20$
----欲止则心静、心静则神清，无思无欲、损益皆空，贪亦空、惧亦空 、空亦空！

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set SL for long @1196.48

Long hit SL and deal @1293.32
Set SL for short @1206
risk exposing: 0$
Profit locked: 557.78$
Balance if hit SL: 557.78+20.96=578.74$
----Never expose risk over 20$
----神清心静：无思无欲、损益皆空，贪亦空、惧亦空、空亦空！

贪婪与恐惧是一体两面（或称为对立统一）。
贪婪来自于恐惧，因为缺乏安全感（恐惧），所以才会贪婪；
同样，恐惧也是来自于贪婪，因为贪婪，就会产生欲求、期望，有了欲求、期望，就会担心无法实现，恐惧就此产生（或强化）；没有欲求、没有期望，自然就没有相应的恐惧，是为无欲则刚。
没有安全感（恐惧）是无法或者很难通过心理调整来消除的，而贪婪相对来说就比较容易一些；根除了贪念，行为就比较容易接近科学、客观，因此也就更容易达到目的；成功了、目的达到了，此一恐惧就会瞬间消失。

locked again @1200
risk exposing: 0$;
profit locked: 641$
balance locked: 662$;
if break down again, should to exit all and rest
----Never expose risk over 20$

Exited all short position, remain long open @1199.96(hedge) , and set BE
Risk exposing: 0$;
Balance if hit SL: 654.85$;
----Never expose risk over 20$;
----心静、神清：无思无欲、损益皆空，贪亦空、惧亦空、空亦空！

Long position also hit SL, confuse with the direction now.
Just try long again @1199.94 with tight SL @1198.33, maybe I shouldn't trade again but should wait more time to watch it and wait more signals.
If lose again, even if it go up, don't do anything, give up this turn and wait to catch next turn after retrace, or to trade other pair.
Risk exposing: (1199.94-1198.33)*10=16.1$
Balance if lose: 639.70-16.1=623.6$
----Never expose risk over 20$


Wrong operation today:
1. Shouldn't exit short position, should keep lock position; the right operation should be wait this turn over and after retrace to make sure the new trend is done;
2. This second long actually is wrong whatever the result will be. remember it, must to wait retrace after this up turn to make sure the new trend has done.
3. The basic wrong is greed. Never to do it again.

Gold lost again, give up gold for few days.
Short GBP/JPY @184.257 SL @184.456
Risk exposing: (184.456-184.257)*10=19.9$
Balance if lose: 621.7-19.9=601.8$
----Do it base on the role, never mind the result

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GBP/JPY also lost , seems no any opportunity on all pair now, rest and wait.

Short usd/cad
Risk exposing: (1.26654-1.26232)*3+(1.26654-1.26248)=16.72$
Balance if lose: 605.2-16.72=588.48$
----Do what should to do accord to role, don't think about the result!

USD/CAD set BE
Gold long again @1199.58 with SL @1196
Risk exposing:
Gold: (1199.58-1196)*5=17.9$
Balance if lose: 605.02-17.9=587.12$
----Do what should to do accord to the role, don't think about the result!

Lost and long it again @1194.31 with SL @1191.57
The direction changed very frequent, need to set BE if possible
Risk exposing: 13.7$
Balance if lose: 573.12$

Gold: moved SL to BE

Gold: added long position
Risk exposing: (1209.34-1205.35)*5=19.99$;
Balance if lose all: 586.81-19.99=566.82$
----Do what need to do accord to the role, don't think about the result!

Previous long lost, and long again
Risk exposing: (1204.87-1200.91)*5=19.8$
Balance if all lose: 546.96$
----Just focus on the role, never to mind the result!

The last long also set BE
Risk exposing: 0$
Balance if lose all: 566.65$
----Do it should to do base on the role, don't think about result!
----无思无欲、损益皆空，贪亦空、惧亦空、空亦空！

Gold: added long position
Risk exposing: (1208.03-1204.8)*5=16.15$
Balance if lose all: 566.65-16.15=550.50$
----Do what should to do base on the role, don't think about the result!

Gold: Last 2 position hit SL;
Short GBP/JPY
Risk exposing: (184.277-183.841)*4=17.44$
Balance if lose all: 550.18-17.44=532.74$
----You can manage loss, but can't manage profit!

GBP/JPY also lost
short EUR/USD
Risk exposing: (1.12465-1.12174)*6=17.46$
Balance if lose All: 535.4-17.46=517.94$
----You can't control gain or lose, only can control how much you will lose!