I understand your situation and I have seen all your trades...buddy.which have lead to this..
You had very good trades but you tried to swing these trades with high risk.
But good man showing your humbleness by posting your situation shows that you are going to be turning corners soon.
One more suggestion :
Start writing your journal if you can here on FF explaining your entries my be this will help you understand your trading faults better..
Risk only 1-3% equity my friend thats all
From 500$ you can make 250,000 in a matter of 256 trades...Fact.
Patience is the key.
I wish you best of luck
Geppyg
Let Price determine your future!
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