It was only yesterday that I was hit by a flashlight. We're not going to nurture hopes and fears about the exam. We're going to nurture love for our kid that is coming, no matter how he/she comes. And if he/she is a special kid, for some reason, I was chosen to take care of him/her, so I'll take the job. I'll learn how to and I'll just do it.........Ignored
Carlos mentioned your trial on another forum...so just want to send our prayers as well.
With what you said above, you show that you are already a caring parent, which in many cases is so rare in a society where people are so self centered.
Your great attitude will get you through this....
Primum quærite regnum Dei, et ómnia adjiciéntur vobis, dicit Dóminus.