Disliked...or is it roast koala for dinner?
Just dropping by buddy! How you holding up?Ignored
hi buddy, i tot you have forgotten about me!
me.. monday and today i caught 50 pips each from my koala system..
have been sick for a few weeks... believe it or not.. the issue here was part of the cause.. i woke up in the middle of the night for almost 2 week just to check on updates from twee or the thread ..i felt so wronged and i did not catch enough sleep and fell sick..
now after following the rules imposed upon me for a week plus, i wasnt shown any hope at all.. i was hoping that at least the mods here acknowledged it but it is still isolation cell for me with no clue or whisper about my plight. makes me wonder if i have let my passion to help cloud my fairness to myself.. i am still sick.. and i am unhappy here.. the koalas who come in daily are my only reason why i am hanging around..
i have discontinued my koala system thread as i want to concentrate whatever left of my engery here to this thread for these fuzzy koalas...
if this goes on, i rather link to my blog in my signature again and help as many folks as possible before the ship founders as it seems that either way, i am doomed to be buried in evaluation .. the only question is how soon...
over these days i saw spammers, new programmers selling their services, blogs with no useful information just ads, etc etc running amok like crazed kangaroos while my seemingly pure helpful intentions get debated around ...these does not do well to my emotions at all ..
i have said so many times that if twee told me what he explained in the threads, i would have understood and stopped. i was only told to " tone down" how in the world i know what tone down exactly means????well no one seems to note me on this though... nonetheless i respect him, he has a job to do and other that the treatment of me, FF is great and it led me to you folks
but mrgreenbuck did make me realize something.. he recommended me a book about being able to stop living in the past and moving on.. if someone or someplace dont welcome me, i accept the fact and be fair to myself..