Hard right edge

This is scary, I just went tilt on my prop firm account after being up good enough to call it quits! I need to check my emotions and discipline now and stop utilzing being under a yr in experience to keep doing stupid stuff!

what's within me make sure I lose everything.
Self sabotage on auto pilot mode for very long time.
Wrong belief about money and success embedded very deeply.
I am not religious or hardly praying.
But I am totally surrendered now to the unknown or almighty.
In my case Lord shiva

Divorce is not an option anymore,I need it.
whatever it takes...
fuck it I say.

Started again after much consideration and self introspection.
Just want to make few bucks to regain shattered confidence.
Doing it right possibly I can.
Too late to walk away from trading.


Micro scalping gold and cable. It feels too damn good today.
Can't thank enough for the volatility.
£100 mt5 account 1:500 leverage.

whole week of profits wiped out on a single trade widened stops and added further risks against the momenttem.
Averaging into trades within the range is acceptable as per my system. But widening stops and adding further risk is not in the plan.
Moreover opened new shorts at the high holding over weekend. Most likely gaps higher and ......yeah progressing. Overall I am happy with small account bigger .

It's gonna be fun trading between the gaps tonight.
Friday's close will be the .

Pullbacks are very deep in gold/doesn't mean trend change. Break of market structure is the sure way to look at it.
Close of the candle shows who is in control.

Better to scalp for 50 pips all day both sides rather then married to a bias which is the account killer.
A whooping £53 profit. Hard earned ..

7x50 pips wins before coffee time.

More wins, bottom for bears now/ retracement awaits LO.

Short limits triggered and stopped out overnight. Change in momentem. Don't like limits anyway when I can't see the price action I don't want to trade.

such a crappy PA losing days for both swing parties.
Glad I stayed out.

My bias for gold next week is bearish.
It doesn't matter actually as I play both sides as a intraday scalper. Dance is the same for all instruments. Been there done that for million iterations.
Nothing exciting than you are aligned with the market as the candles are speaking to you.
crazy.