Self-Reflection: The above also validates my understanding that how we manage SL, BE and TP matters. a minor tweak could have a huge upside or downside impact to the overall outcome. They are the jokers in my trading life. In the past, I could not tackle them together hence the route of Equity Stops and Close-all on Friday Close was the best option. Do I have to do the same with NQ? not sure as I am only focused on one instrument, one open trade at a time to keep it VERY simple and elegant. There must be a way to contain these three idiots to my advantage. Continue and do not give up yet. I have superior understanding of binary outcome so ignore BE for now and focus only on SL and TP. No BE for now. Either I Win more than I Lose or I lose what I can afford to lose. That's it. Keep it Simple. I am no Rocket Scientist to figure this shit out on my own. I will need some higher power Alien technology to come to my rescue. Perhaps BE is just a mental block for me as I have lost too many millipede legs at BE to count. Do not want to go that route yet. Follow thru this journey on your own terms!
Staying in my lane...