Following rules that work form someone else is very, very difficult. I know, believe you me.
There is a tendency to change or modify the rules before becoming confident with them by executing them flawlessly over and over again.
There is also a tendency to over-complicate things, where it can be so simple.
You just have to deal with your saboteur inside. Your saboteur wants you to fail, because you will be what you've always been. That is what is safe. Your saboteur wants to keep you safe. You need to reprogram it by executing fixed, simple rules over and over and over again until your internal saboteur is reprogrammed.
Simple does it
There is a tendency to change or modify the rules before becoming confident with them by executing them flawlessly over and over again.
There is also a tendency to over-complicate things, where it can be so simple.
You just have to deal with your saboteur inside. Your saboteur wants you to fail, because you will be what you've always been. That is what is safe. Your saboteur wants to keep you safe. You need to reprogram it by executing fixed, simple rules over and over and over again until your internal saboteur is reprogrammed.
Simple does it
It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are - E.E. Cummings