Monitoring my psyche: Yaed's journal

Technical update in 2 minutes.

So following that logic (and those profits):

Id prefer to formalize into something even more simple.

Actually im going to try to be completely honest.
I know for a fact that i can get into a specific mental state where i trade 80-100% winners. You can study the statement.
Im trying to formalize WHAT it is im doing. Also im trying to find out WHAT that state of mind IS and how to get there and how to KNOW what i am there once i am. If i can REALLY find out and exaplin to myself in numerical, theoretical terms what exactly it is i am doing when its working, then i dont really need to find that state of being, i can simply do the things i need to do. IN other words im trying to become AWARE and consious of what it is im doing when its working.

Right now my woman is gone doing artist stuff and im sick, i have a fever and a headache. But im doing good now and i did good yesterday when i was sick. Our son is at kindergarden. At 15:00 PM my mom is coming for a visit so i will go pcik her up and buy some wine for tonight. Probably some bubbly white say Prosecco? If not that i will go for a red one probably a zinfandel.

Anyway...

Some people who seem profitable seem not to be able to express what it is they are doing in technical terms. Why is that? Im at least trying.

Anything that takes place between those current orange lines i consider completely useless information for at least 22 more minutes.

Must not forget to NEVER have preconceived ideas. Like 2 days ago. I had this preconceived idea:

Im not gonna leave you hanging with a "?". At least i will try not to.