Forex as an addiction

Dear All,

This thread is not initiated to claim some high winning rate or some technical formula which ensures absolute win. I want to share that forex is an addiction when it comes to continuously losing money and depositing again and again. I am trading actively since 2009 and until now i have blown over 50 accounts and re-deposited them everytime, In this way I have lost thousands of dollars. Every time i plan i will not a huge risk. Next moment I am taking the huge risk because everybody else around me knows that this guy is busy in trading for years and not making money. So what is the way out of it? It is the only skill set which I trade as part time except my job and I still believe that there are opportunities in it. Does anyone else here face similar dilemma and how have you overcome it?

i m not saying i m making money but that s the way i see it : if i can make consistently 100$ a month trading 0.01 lot then it s easy to imagine how much i can make trading 1 or 10 lot
i keep trace of almost all my trades : why did i buy/sell so i know after a certain period of time wich way is more profitable
someone in this forum said "being out of a trade and wishing to be in is better than being in a trade and wishing to be out"
i t s quite surprising that since 2009 you didn t find a method that work maybe because just as you said you re "trading for others" so "they" can say you re successful but "They" won t be here when it s time to "pull the trigger"
i got about 5 notes on my screen saying : f***k emotion,Focus, Keep calm
and it sur helps everytime i start feeling something that aint coming from my brain i stop
Trading is nothing but a mental game

http://www.gamblersanonymous.org/ga/