Hello, and welcome to this thread.
The title say it all, yet another trading journal. I've decided to open a trading journal thread here on ff, as it may hopefully help me in overcome some problems that arise constantly during my trading "career".
What's the purpose of this thread:
Basically the problem with my trading are all about overconfidence. I do trade for a living, and trading is my only source of income, however i constantly blow up accounts. How it happen, is simple, as i start making profits (i constantly withdraw them) everytime after a while the account grow untill the point that it is considered a "free money" account, and it is at this point that overconfidence comes in play.
What we have is a streak of winning trades, a "freemoney" account to play with, the control on the returns expectations is lost, and i found myself going to make 10-20,50% daily, with the accuont growing exponentially untill the point of the simply crazy trading (trades with 100-200-400x leverage) and you can imagine what happen.
So.. it happen frequently that 90% of the hardly earned profit is given back to the market, due to a totally uncontrollable trading discipline.
And.. after analyzing this pattern repeating again and again during the course of years, i thought that maybe having a public journal on a public forum where i publish in realtime (as most as i can) every trade i take (every trade! not even a single trade should be excepted), charts images with entries, thoughts about every setup, lotsize, etc. can in some way calm down my ego as i would somehow sound ridiculous if posting a trade like "we're going to buy using 100x leverage", hopefully a public journal can keep me from loosing the control.
I know it can sound stupid such problem, but belive me it happen to me all the time, at the beginning i'm confortable making 1-2% daily, after a while i feel literally not satisfied if the day is going to finish with less than 20-30% profit, and this need of profits grow as the account grow, it's like a voice inside the head that say "i need more, i need more".
The title say it all, yet another trading journal. I've decided to open a trading journal thread here on ff, as it may hopefully help me in overcome some problems that arise constantly during my trading "career".
What's the purpose of this thread:
Basically the problem with my trading are all about overconfidence. I do trade for a living, and trading is my only source of income, however i constantly blow up accounts. How it happen, is simple, as i start making profits (i constantly withdraw them) everytime after a while the account grow untill the point that it is considered a "free money" account, and it is at this point that overconfidence comes in play.
What we have is a streak of winning trades, a "freemoney" account to play with, the control on the returns expectations is lost, and i found myself going to make 10-20,50% daily, with the accuont growing exponentially untill the point of the simply crazy trading (trades with 100-200-400x leverage) and you can imagine what happen.
So.. it happen frequently that 90% of the hardly earned profit is given back to the market, due to a totally uncontrollable trading discipline.
And.. after analyzing this pattern repeating again and again during the course of years, i thought that maybe having a public journal on a public forum where i publish in realtime (as most as i can) every trade i take (every trade! not even a single trade should be excepted), charts images with entries, thoughts about every setup, lotsize, etc. can in some way calm down my ego as i would somehow sound ridiculous if posting a trade like "we're going to buy using 100x leverage", hopefully a public journal can keep me from loosing the control.
I know it can sound stupid such problem, but belive me it happen to me all the time, at the beginning i'm confortable making 1-2% daily, after a while i feel literally not satisfied if the day is going to finish with less than 20-30% profit, and this need of profits grow as the account grow, it's like a voice inside the head that say "i need more, i need more".