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Ah, you had heart attack, nerves acting up I think is normal.
Everything needs time, 1 year+ to adapt to the change in terrain.
From what doctors told me the biggest obstacle is mindset after such a accident.
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but evetyones watching out for the LV thrombos.
If i get big stroke, i prefer die, than become handicapped.
The problem with stroke is no one can predict, just like markets.
In fact docs say i am having many many minor strokes.
If i can survive another 6 months then the clots will stabalise.
But stroke cannot be ruled out completely even then.
AND i not about sit and wait for it.
I need my mind focused on something.
In fact I thinking get some one accompany me walking and jogging daily.
If i die jogging , so be it.
Anything is better than lye in bed waiting for the angel of death.
I just cannot accept idea of lying in bed waiting for stroke, could be laying waiting for 10 years.
no one can tell. Only that i am wobbly, so they keep telling me try no go out , fearing i fall.
if i fall i gone. But their fears are not unfounded. Every time i go out, i tend to faint.
but angel francesco save me one time, God bless him.
Ias miracle angels around me.
but i cannot be too afraid.
Maybe i need accept their recommendation walk around with a walking help.
Still thinking. I dont like the walker thingy, maybe walking stick and a human angel.
In fact i can walk, just that legs give way when faintish.
Now in fact my memory and eyesight failing, is very irritating.
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