Enough journal

Hi

without long introduction i am a loser , 4 years and counting , i lost alot of money i tried everything scalping long term tech news trading forex indices commodities stocks options binaries , i made some money but i lost more alot more , i couldnt be profitable consistently , i didnt find the edge i kept looking but ...
my whole life in a mess , financially and socially , enough is enough , it is hard yeah but i dont want to give up i want to make money i need to make money ... i made every mistake u can imagine , tight stops , wide stops , averaging up , averaging down , no stops , revenge trading , risky trades , chasing loses everything ...

i have to make money i have to , i set infornt of the screen 12 hours , i am not kidding ! ,and bloomberg tv is on my tv always and i live alone at home , and i spent 4 years on this , i dont regret this because i am learning and i have good experience but i am not profitable , it cant be that hard for God sake , this journal will be an experiment journal i will take trades on a demo account , i just opened one with FXCM micro , 5000 starting balance , i will make money thats it enough i am tired from myself , i will not look at charts it make me confused when i make short term trades , i will keep watching prices and when i find an opportunity i will trade , low risk with stops we will c what will happen , i will not lose this time ...

bought 20k , cable @ 1.49227

closed @ 1.49377 = 15 pip gain ...

short cable 20k@ 1.49551

You know, I really feel you. You might want to think about taking a rest from your live account for a while and trade demo or nano lots till you get things rolling or I'm afraid to tell you, you'll just blow this account too. The reason I know is I've already been there. Why don't you come by and say hi to me here http://www.forexfactory.com/showthread.php?t=235943 and see what I'm doing. It may just be the ticket to what you need to change. In any case I wish you all the best and profitable trading in the world.

TJ

closed shorts @ 1.49421 = 13 pip gain

thanks for your support i will check your thread

bought 20k cable @ 1.49195

closed @ 1.49096 = 9.9 pips loss

short cable 20k@ 1.49138

closed cable @ 1.49174 = 3.6 pips loss

bought G/J 20k @ 138.908

closed G/J @ 139.12 = 21.2 pips gain

short 20k cable @ 1.49315

closed @ 1.49239 for a 7.6 pips gain

bought 20k pound @ 1.49164

closed for a 20.6 pips loss

bought 20k @ 1.48822

closed for a 10.2 pips gain @ 1.48924

short GJ 20k @ 138.672

closed GJ @ 138.591 for a 8.1 pips gain , i am satisfied with 8 pips because it went against me b4 i made a profit ... ofcourse now it is @ 40s