Friend,
All the advice given to you here is spot on. I can not improve on what has been said so far.
As a parting thought, I do suggest you find a Bible somewhere and take a look at the following passage:
Luke 15:11-32
Whether you are a Christian or not; the story of the Prodigal Son relates quite well to your situation and likely typifies the response your family will eventually have toward you. If you don't have a Bible, a simple Google search should bring up the verses for you.
Good Luck!
All the advice given to you here is spot on. I can not improve on what has been said so far.
As a parting thought, I do suggest you find a Bible somewhere and take a look at the following passage:
Luke 15:11-32
Whether you are a Christian or not; the story of the Prodigal Son relates quite well to your situation and likely typifies the response your family will eventually have toward you. If you don't have a Bible, a simple Google search should bring up the verses for you.
Good Luck!