DislikedThanks for all the contribution.
I am always a fighter within, even though I've a optimistic mindset before everything, but lately the loss dealt much into my confidence and esteem. I started out few months back thinking I want -and I will- become the best trader of all time, even against the very person sitting beside me. No fight.
But all came crashing down due to stupidity, and add to that insult is that I am by no means IQ below par (not saying that I've high intelligence), just to say that how in the h$ll that my mind was thinking the right way but my heart was pumping like hell on the other way.
Ever since I found Forex, I've actually found life after that. I don't know, I can sit before the screen, or books or ANYTHING related with Forex.. 25 hours a day (to indicate that I can sit all hours whatever a day can give). If you ask me about passion, yes hellya Oorah! I have it, if you ask me about myself whether I'm in or I'm out, "Oorah!" yes fcuking he#! I'm in for this in the long haul whatever my life can give me.
I cannot digest all posts in such a small column but I did read all of them, and yes I want to be the Michael Jordan of trading (I know I can), yes I'm going to read Mike Douglas book, hell yes I will be fcking back into the market but not sooner, I tell myself there must be a balance of power or hell will break lose, I will take no matter how long it takes, no matter how hard it takes, I will try, no, I mean I must overcome all factors that are hindering my trading path if I want to have the slightest chance of becoming a successful trader.
I sound like my 5 grands is a billion to me when some of you actually lost many times over, I am ashamed. I want to thank you all to give me the momentum to keep me going. I don't know how to explain it, but I do agree with one of you mentioned that trading is not for everyone, but ironically everyone here thinks that trading is for him/her. I myself thinks the same way as the person who posted it. You will know what I mean, I don't want to quit yet because deep inside I know I can do it. I totally agree with you, but not unless further down the road that I am convinced that this market is not for me, I will stay in for as long as my passion lives, perhaps in the lifetime.
This forum has helped me to adjust my inner wound by just creating this topic. With so many voices around here, you guys all became "one voice" within me, almost God-like calling out my name that I will have to persevere, and I must. Not until the time that once again God will come out and tell me what to do next. Right now, God is telling me -via you- that I must stay afloat and I must fcuking learn from all.
Thank you guys. Thank you for all your passionate replies.
I dunno what to change my username to, perhaps this eye-catching nick might spur some people to know more about themselves. If I change, it will change to whole impression of what this thread supposed to be.
You might want to check out Rob Bookers Website and Materials. They are very good and easy to understand and he also offers a mentor style training program as well as alot of other features. Here is the link to his site:
Also there's another trader, Jordan Lindsey, that has a very popular and successful trading group. He also provides a mentoring style trading program. I myself have joined his group and it has helped me alot. Here is the link to his Website;
Both Rob Booker and Jordan Lindsey try to teach you the basics first and how to approach trading with the proper mindset and pschology, as a business with proper money management.
Anyway, just a couple of more suggestions I thought I'd throw at you. To me it kinda sounds like you might benefit most from some one-on-one mentoring.