The Process

Dostoevsky wrote, if a man has a conscience, he will suffer for his mistake.

That will be his punishment as well as his prison.

Since October 2024.. i have been going back and fort with this account behind the seen taking it easy started out good, things crashed at the middle.. but still getting up to make the best out of it. trying to over look things more. letting things go knowing no one is coming to save me and this is it this its my career. having to change style to make the new work, work, taking it slow as much as i can knowing its going to take a while and i cant make that dream come out like a blink knowing it might happen but i can wait and try every card i have for that blink but i can play and take what i have as i wait patiently and gratefully.

knowing its going to happen.. one day..

Let it all work out...

Good times ahead...

For so long it has been get it anyhow you get it even if it means lives lost… but with this process its been get it anyhow you get it even if it means capital is lose.. And I have been losing capital… so from today onward that will change.. The new motto is “get it how you should get it so the bread can rise”.

I don't care

About

Other trades account capital its not my business what profit they made today. Or how much loses they took.. I don't want to know.

What a waste of time.

Still in the process without posting pics just trading… realizing there are some traders out there that trades full time without having a social media account or posting shit about trading.

Gold.
Gold..
Gold…
Gold….
Gold…..
Golden……

5 - 2025 was a long month but I survived it, I lived through it, I found away out. Nothing could hold me down. Ran through it all. Stepped on stones and crawled through it all. Now June we here. God help me through June.

Grateful for MAY!!

Increase your lots.… why? So you will make more money… who said I don't have so much money already?

Okay, okay, so you call 911 and don't leave your name?

My process you won't understand.

the type of trader i am you wont understand lol..... i don't care about time.. no matter how long it takes. by the special grace of almighty God i have the time to pay for it.

Just imagine what i went through..

I read something that says 'still nervous based on the fragility of things. Just like though I chose to remain, I can't help but feel unsettled by the fragility of it all still.
The gap between P/L needs to grow positively in order to create a calm, still mind. I think that mind is earned not given.

standing on business 2025 -- business is business

i don't need anyone to tell me it's going to rain , all i have to do is stick my head out the window.

A week of doing whatever it takes.. even had to delete a couple explorer pages cus i felt some certain type of pressure but we good now. in GOD's name AMEN!!!!

i found Btmm vs ICT order block course from 2019 in my collection... might be useful to someone out there.

June was a month to remember in my book.