I'm back after a decade, after I basically broke apart...

The forex market almost killed me. Literally.
I gambled so I needed a break. A long break. Just as a heads up. If you think you know what you're doing but losing control using high leverage and trying to "revenge", stop it before it's too late. It almost was for me. I was lucky to have people who love me despite my mistakes. I lost some though on my way.

But I'm still around. Not sure for how long though. I just love this community. Hello you all!

Not trying to be a smart arse here BUT , you nearly killed you!
The forex market was just the vehicle for you to do this to yourself...
All the best this time around
Take care of yourself

That is of course correct. You're right. And thank you!

Welcome Back!
I am in a similar situation. I am also 50's and I am still struggling after more than 14 years of hard working. Many times I gave up day trading but I always came back after some pause as day trading is an addiction. Fortunately, I found some edge in natural gas calendar spread trading. Hope you do well this time and enjoy your life.