The Process

I just figured i could start posting here.


My plan is to record the data of all the trades that will pivot my account in the right direction.
Currently, I'm down 100% in the account, and every time I make a deposit, I don't have the time to grow a smaller account into something substantial. That is the error affecting my trading so far because I always end up trying to flip the account, and it always results in the same pattern: BLWN.

So, going forward, I will use this journal to hold myself accountable.

This coming week, I will make a deposit by the special grace of God, and my career journey in the account I have connected to my trade explorer will officially kick off.






This is the current outlook of the account September 7 2024

Something I tell myself when trading on a smaller account: "If you over-leverage, the market will make sure to take the whole thing from you sooner or later." Remember that!

When anything can happen.. Everything matters.. focus only on the numbers not the strategies not the candles on the charts.. THE NUMBERS that your account is reflecting.

I have been trading for the past 7years with the wrong mindset looking at the wrong things only seeing the things at could make me lose and never the things that could go right and even when i had something go right i already installed the wrong informative devices in my head from all the other traders online so even when i win big sometimes i tell myself = bro you didn't wait for this or that and you didn't follow this or that trying to set rules in a place where there's no rules.. trying to see patterns in a place where patterns is inconsistent..

Now realizing that i can never figure out trading because its nothing to figure out i just need to focus on the numbers that reflects in my account so i will be able to grow it and stick to the way i can grow my numbers. i cant be losing 15% on a single trade or on a single trading day.

Realizing the only way my numbers will be able to grow is if i intentionally want it to grow with a specific direction in mind == cutting of all the noise.. with a deep sense of knowing that 1+1 = 2 and 1-1 = 0.2

Knowing it has always been about me and how i feel.. my feelings. my feelings. oh my feelings... people call it emotions from the stuffs that happens daily in every individuals life..

knowing thy self and knowing what i want and not caring about what others is dealing with or wants to deal with is the path i will follow to my trading success.

Cutting loses below 3% of my account that sound like another rules yet that is what my account balance can afford to lose without going down the drain.

Realizing the famous phrase ''ONLY RISK 1% OF YOUR ACCOUNT'' is referring to the losing trades not the trade lot/volume. i cant even open a single trade with 1% that is too much for my account because below 1% can easily generate 5% return either win/loses.


Some times i like the word ''in and out''

Just when you think you have seen and heard it all, the worst happens. It might even happen to the person you look up to. In all my years of trading and living, I have learned that people tend to give others the best advice, even though they don't practice it themselves. I’m a huge example of this. Sometimes I tell myself, "Practice what you preach." The secret is to follow through with the advice. The best lesson I’ve learned so far is to cut your losses short. There’s nothing more satisfying than cutting your losses as short as possible.

Now I can agree to the phrase, "The less I trade, the more I make." I'm starting to notice in my record-keeping that the fewer trades I take, the more I make, simply by not losing what I have gained. It's better to come back feeling refreshed each time—that's a huge advantage.

Men its all about what you have going on in your time at the time you trade if you're nit yet set robotic-ally to just execute outside the state of your current life's situation.. that's why its hard to turn rich if you're not already rich through trading because the less you have the more trouble or distress you have going on in your life. i have been in situations over and over again and i can tell that is exactly hat is affecting my trading '' my life's situations and things I'm having to deal with... i even dare to imagine a state of absolute bliss where its just me and my computer with nobody to f-ing worry about or think about other than my trading.. outside of all life situations. what it could be like..

now sometimes i just stop trading because i know whatever is going on in my life at the time will always affect my trading. so i try to be mindful.
hahaha being mindful if it works? nothing will stop a loss but something will cut it short.

Life


i lost it all again - i know the reason why but i couldn't help it still..

Its all coming together.. Even when it doesn't seem like it... You make it via your personality and your mental state before you make it in the charts.

Its just exactly the way you think it is.

You're not wrong.

At this point its not even about making another deposit = i'm just sitting here asking myself what do i do oh god what do i do cracking my head what do i do what do i do God help me what do i do direct me God.

Still here

Still here, trading behind the scenes lol. It's funny because I had to let go of everything I once believed in all indicators, all systems, everything I thought I knew. It’s like this: trading is either going to work, or I’ll die trying to make it work.
I don’t even have the urge to watch what another trader is saying anymore. I don’t feel anything when I see someone trading a profitable system. I’m not interested in reading any books about trading, nor am I interested in following any profitable system even if someone handed it to me free of charge, I still wouldn’t use it.
All I believe in now is my own self-experience.
I’ve been trading for the past 8 years, and I’m still here. This is what it has come to. I’ve lost all interest in what other traders are doing, and honestly, I feel like most of them are full of sh#t. I know that’s how some traders might feel when they see this post, but it is what it is.
I can’t sell my experience, it’s mine. All I can do is share my story when I have the time to do it. I’ve been through everything you can think of trading-related and beyond.

PS have whatever kind of day you're having GOOD OR BAD try to enjoy it regardless.

INTUITION "The key to everything which you will tend to follow with experience."

1. Don’t be a jack of all trades and master of none.

1. Truth is be whatever you wanna be if you feel its right...

"Two little mouse fell in a bucket of cream the first mices quickly gave up and drown the second mice wouldn’t quit he struggled so hard eventually he turned that cream into butter and crawled out. I’m that second mice"

Look with wonder that which is before you.