Going for it

But the thing is, if i would try to tell you what im doing, it would just seem ridiculous.
So if i come up with some kind of way of explaning it that dont sound so simple its dumb like "Buy double bottoms", "Sell double roofs", i will tell you.
But maybe thats all you needed to hear.
But then again the chance is rather slim...

Bigger then rationality
What we can clearly talk about in normal language is not that much.
Far less then the we normally would want.
And when it comes to skills i think this is most relevant.
Just hear what athletes say when asked about theyr skill.
Short, not very interesting, not very revealing answers.
Because what they are doing is pretty much beyond words.
And i think this pretty much applies to trading.
Since it is also a skill, an art, a subtle craft.
Like muay thai or football or rearing horses.

Meaning, now i buy, now i sell, now i close.
And i could try to tell you why.
And i could show every bit of it.
But still the decisions are internal.

I have been struggling with this for 15 years.
Trying to expain what i do when its working.
Perhaps mostly for my own benefit so that i can understand what it is im doing thats making it work.
But i have found out that the reasons can only to a small, superficial degree be given.
The decisions are internal, hidden.
So the exact reasons for every trading decision eludes me.
Cannot be much spoken off.
And maybe there is something great about that: The reasons cant be reproduced, since i dont really know them.

I like your posts, they are interesting. All the advice I can give is this.
Proverbs 13:11 Wealth gained hastily will dwindle, but whoever gathers little by little will increase it. ESV
Proverbs 13:11 Wealth gotten by vanity shall be diminished: but he that gathereth by labour shall increase. KJV
Proverbs 13:11 Wealth obtained by fraud dwindles, But he who gathers gradually by [honest] labor will increase [his riches]. AMP

These verses paint a picture.

The time I made the most money trading, was when I was meditating this day and night and trying to do it. Can I explain without using faith why this worked? no, I have no non-faith based reason why this worked, The only reason I have is that "God watches over his Word to perform it" That's it.

I try again and again to trade this way, but often end up failing. It's so hard as I don't think we as people in our own strength can do it, we just get greedy and lose it.

Well said.
And I don't think I would have the tenacity to do it for myself. Sometimes I lack the strength to go on doing it. But then a month or two passes and then I find strength again. I can't say when it comes back or how.
About the proverbs:
I am formulating och creating a doctrine and practicing an art. And I have been at it for 15 years. Still im not consistent enough to present any doctrine more then:

I'm watching highs and lows on H1 and entering as price changes general direction. The previous days high and low is pretty good, if price is above it it's buying time and vice versa. But sometimes price will pass the previous days high or low and then go back. That's the tricky part, to quit it gracefully.

I re-read that couple of weeks ago.
And i thought about it then.
Right now i was almost asleep.
And it struck me like lightning somehow.

"Can't go..."
1. Why?
2. Are you sure?))

Are you sure?