FTMO proptrader, my journal

monday, i strugeld with the DAX cfd,
trying with 5 lots leads to big losses. Im not used trading with Stress and the DAX with 5 lots is to much for me.
So before losing the challenge test I closed with big Draw down
Edit....
To Bad with my Hedging nö stoploss trading I can't win a challenge
If I trade with high Risk the 5 p.. drawdow get hurt, with Löw Risk I can't get 10 percent in shorttime
So I try a stoploss strategy, need some time to get comfortable

second day 23.10 2023
back to my old stressfreie style trading the NQ100 cfd
lots of small take profit and stoploss and sometimes just hedge instead of a SL, i managed to bring the Account back to the Start 10000
I traded the nasdaq with 1 lot to Max 2 lots open, so it was easy to control the Max DD

3. day. Not to much, Little bit relaxing after yesterday trading almost the entire day
This Broker is spezial, for Forex chargin spread and also Kommission.
The spread is the same as from my regular Broker Admiral Markets
but never paid Kommission before.
also very strange and I dont have this by Oanda and not Admiral Markets
"" during volatil and fast moves you can almost not adjust your Trailng Stop. or your Take Porfit on the chart""
This Error in the journal and also connection lost
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This Was day 3

with my stressless Hedging method I can't win a challenge.
I need more room as 5% DD

I startet a new free trail challage with FTMO
1 day very small position to test a M5 setup with MA and RSI as confirmatin
2 again very big mistake trading to big position so strong Emotion I could not control
today starting very small and managed to almost come back to the Start