Going for it

Lets talk about trading here. Besides, my broker keeps calling me wondering how/what i am doing. If i talk here i can direct them here and they can stop calling me.

Remember these two?
How do they seem to be doing right now?
Well nothing lasts forever, time to sell soon.

I walked up a hill yesterday and sat in the sunshine.
I had this idea that it seemed i wanted to receive.
I did not know what exactly but i summoned some of the dead just in case.
But i did it anyway.
And as i sat down in fron of MT4 late yesterday i knew EXACTLY what to do and when.

Im not doing this for me.
Partly im doing it for you.
But im doing it for humanity.
There is something i need to do.
And i need some doe for it

Thats a sell in case you where wondering.

I wasnt looking at that chart though for the entry.
Thats over here...

The problem with day targets like: "I need +2% every day" is that if you are up +1% then you sort of think you "have" to get some more.
And then that passion, strive to get that 1% will cloud my judgement of whats really going on.
I mean that in practice its hard to tell the difference between what we want and what we perceive.

It was around 2015 that i started to understand that it was really MY OWN CHARACTER i needed to work on, and not so much the technical aspects of trading.
Like PERSERVERANCE, TEMPERANCE, FAITH, STEADFASTNESS, VISION and so forth.
Because when i look at the M1 candles, and riiiight as i am thinking about entering price just goes and howevers a around the crucial high/low, there are most often a very fleeting/light feeling of "should i enter" or "should i not". And that feeling depends on all those CHARACTERISTICS. That feeling is a COMPOSITE of those CHARACTERISTICS.

I was in the forest in the fall, maybe september.
I heard this squeeky voice right behind me.
It was a squirrel sitting on a branch 2 meters away.
I answered it and it gave the same sound, maybe a bit more drawn out.
And we kept going like that.
And it seemed i could understand how it felt with the voice, the timing of the length of sound, how it moved, how the tail moved and so forth.
It seemed rather anxious.
And somewhat worried, mainly about getting eaten.

500 years ago it was generally agreed that animals can be smart or even smarter then humans.
Right now i think the animals are leading BIG TIME.
Humans are generally so far away from theyr essence they dont know SHIT!
Animals stay right in there all the time.
They dont have excuses, rationalizations, explanations, theories or any of that muck.
They just do.
They do what they are, no separation.
While humans on the other hand are FRACTURED.
They have one name, one proffession, one family role, one role among friends and so forth.
And they try to remember, maintain, analyze, understand and express all those identities.
Animals dont go around wondering what theyr friends think of them.
They dont think about what to get mom for christmas.
They have no loans to pay back.
They dont worry about the next war.
And some of them have WINGS!
I envy the eagle.
People who cant understand that i dont have much in common with.

Humans think too much.
And about the wrong things.
Most of what humans think about is just going on in theyr own head and sometimes others heads.
It would be rather funny if it wasnt so tragick.

Cooperation
To me it would seem like the ideal way to trade is to be 4 people on the same account.
With a common strategy.
Always one watching price.
One concentrated on the news.
Alwaus discussions on every trade.
I have discussed this with some friends and maybe we will make it so on lets say a year or two.

Thats the D1 view. That BIG fat green line is since April.
And yes of course i havent exactly explained why its there.
But there is little point in doing that i can just stort of indicate, the rest you have to do for yourself.
Like why would that matter?
Does that kind of thing generally matter?
And so forth.

Enough of that.
This is where my eyes will be glued all day.
Hopefully the neighbours kids can stay out of the bushes and not scream to much today.
So i dont have to turn up the music too much...

My finger is on the trigger...

No.

I wonder if the word "whiff" began as an onomatopoetic word?
I should rather think so...

The root of the tree cant grow through a rock.
The rock is to hard.
So we can say that the root is consious of the hardness of the rock.
The root cant ignore the rock.
Two rocks cant normally pass through each other.
So we can say the one rock is consious of the other.
When two objects touch, they dont melt into each other.
So they are separate.
Two surfaces not touching.
When we stand on the ground we do not melt into it.
We are separate from it.
We hover above the ground and we dont get stuck in it.
Have you ever seen birds try to fly through the ground?
No, they are consious of the hardness of the ground.

Pretty much everybody who is alive and consider themselves not stupid should at some point read Idries Shah.
If not there should be a real good reason not to.

I cant explain a trade only in terms of THIS chart. It has to be done in respect to all the other thousands of charts that came before it.
It cant be done only in terms of what is visible now, it must be i reference to memory and experience.

Maybe certain colors can bring to mind certain qualitites?
Beyond the measure of time and space, matter, speed, velocity, mass and such boring muck.
There is a lot more to it.
Embedded within matter are mysteries, mazes, traps, secrets, knowledge, power.

This is something that a lot of people don't understand.

Plus, with the anonymity of the Internet, lots of people troll to various degree for fun.

When they can bait someone into a flame war "for the lulz" as 4Chan is apt to use, that is them winning.

Yes i agree about this.
I use several strategies in order to circumvent that type of situation.
Also i think it is in general something that at least someone like me, and a lot of other people need to learn how to handle, for theyr own benefit and all of mankind.
To not give in to nonsense drama like that i mean.

WHY I (imagine i) TRADE?
What i mean by that is: Why do i myself think that i trade? What is the reason?
I know for a fact there are A LOT of other things to do that are A LOT easier then trading.
Its kind of the most difficult specific task i can think of.
Well the reason is because i want to create a sort of learning centre.
It would me mostly directed to the study of mysticism and metaphysics.
But in doing that psychology, physics, philosphy is kind of branches of that.
And in doing so Sufism, the hindu scriptures, the Tanach and so forth is a part of that.
But also the teachings of all indigenous cultures all over the world.
I imagine that is the reason. I might die tomorrow or it might change but this has been my
idea for a long time. Its very important that is a permanent thing. So everything needed must
be made localy or can be traded by what is made localy. Which means permaculture is a big
part of that.