My take on Emotional Discipline

2 positions closed early morning from last week ,only to see price dropping to its original direction.
another position opened and closed fear of hitting SL, which never did.

Closed 2 trades with profit, wanted to run this , but enough for the day.

3 trades booked profit.
No plan to give it back today.

Another run to 13600??

Real fun this morning trading Dax.

Another near blown account.
Disregard risk totally, gambling sickness or what?

Only 2 valid trades were present today as of my system, but end up taken 16 trades high risks both side of the market.
Symply following the system and honor daily dd is should be my objectives.
Neither have been followed.

2 trades , and done for the day.
Just watch the chart not taking trades is my first obstacle to come over

4 trades
2 smaller loss, 2 med winnres
not expecting more than this 3 digit lower end account. done for the week.
Hoping to continue this way next week.

Thought of setting up a goal for 50 days, how good i follow the plan, to see the progress.
Day 1
Results not so amusing, broke the rules twice , taken extra trades which was not a valid setup, forcing the trades as i see it.
let see about what tmrw bring in.

Day2
Account blown, let alone 50 day challenge.
Increased risk never guaranteed increased profit.
Day trading short timeframe is not for me. Knew this is going to end this way, but still tried for no reason.

Higher timeframe, microlots, wide stop, multiple positions, Equity drawdown of 5% is the way I wanted to trade hereafter.

Need a break before restart .

I've already gone through 2 dead accounts and don't wish to blow another account. Back in the day I traded nano lots on 100$ acc with Oanda, I even traded 0.001 I mean single units instead of 0.01lot and never blew the account up after months of trading and usually never knew what I was doing. Working towards transitioning into that mindset again. I don't even know when this quick gain/greed mode has started and but it has eaten up 2 accounts and rendered me feeling hopeless/desperate/worthless I don't wish that on anyone/ myself again. So keep it up! do not risk more than your account can take.

PS: you mentioned you struggle with emotion side of trading not the method when you risk "too much" as opposed to your account balance it's natural for anyone to feel uneasy or experience roller coaster of emotion, and emotion too much of it is never good for consistency.

Emotion was not a problem last month , when i was trading smaller lots. But false confidence of 1 month result force me to risked more first and then change of trading routine caused this spiral of emotional roller coaster while account is diminishing.

Loss is a loss should accept it same day, should never try to recoup loss by changing trading style. Self destructive as it is.

Seems Dax is on rocket fuel

Seems it isnt on the DAX... Today (Mon) -46.5%

Thought of share this info here.
A great book not just for trading but to life itself.

" Impermanence and change are undeniable realities of the markets-and of life itself. The attachment to-or the craving of -an illusory market certainty is what creates suffering for us traders and it is only when we release ourselves from this impediment that we can find true freedom to do whatever we set ourselves to do without internal conflicts."

- Yvan Byeajee

what a drop!!!!
lucky to caught this

missed to book the profit at the bottom.