Disliked{quote} thats how one feels, until tasted blood in large chunks. there is the ego, keep looking for the kill. It different feel moving in large chunks than nickel and dimes. its up hill until hit 1st $100 and what it brings to the door. when one is top dog. no one dares try the politiks. On top of hill, they only go for weak. when one is tops they saw the chair one chop off their hands. mess with the best, die like the rest. Anyway, if you can walk away from that, then yu have superior mindset. It ain't easy. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0b-OHZI1Q5w...Ignored
is all about the balance, to reach the top, you must like to spar, otherwise you can't reach the top, but if you over do it, then you might die by your own sword, is all about moderation, nothing wrong with friendly sparring, is a way to look for fun too.