Need to cut the learning curve with a very soild simulation

Dear all

I have a strategy to sail the market, I have the mind to sit all day before the screen, I have no fear nor any opinions to the market, I have 0 clue on how to programme and I am very sick of my dull office half trading half B.S work.

Before I step onto the full time rogue trader path, I need to conduct a final test on all pairs and I intend to do it by hand(bcos I know nothing of programming and I always like to do it by the chart).

Here may I ask anyone who have been through the same path to shed some light and guide me to a simulation software (I am willing to pay to get this) with huge sets of intraday data (5yrs or more).

I need something heavy, industrial, sharp (again, willing to give up large prtion of my salary to get this), no MT4 homebrew will do if you know what I mean.

I want to trade years of data with mutiply paris, mutiply positions, at the same time and I intend to do it in a short time. This is because I have made up my mind to finally go full time trading.

P.S Sorry for being so blunt. Just want to get to the chase.

Thx to all

I build it myself, quite a task. Depending on your rules I may be able to assist, pm me