you are welcome.
i myself made mistake also.
i took tiny "fight to the death" position end 2014.
due to ok performance for 2014.
Never in my wildest dreams, did i envisualise that such an arragant trade could wipe out almost the whole of my gains of 2014.
That baby is still being managed, upsized and all in cash positioning.
If i had margined , would had been deep dead in the waters.
unbelievable, such a small ego position, could get into such a disaster.
But in trading it can happen. And all because i could buy cheap.
But it got cheaper and cheaper.
Mindset and reasons for the position was nonsense, so i deserved to be whacked in the head.
If i had hedged it ,"locked losses" i would have gone deeper, without interest defray cost of funds.
please be aware of these kinda bad mindsets.
Can happen to the best, so never be careless.
If careless, need find very painful strategies untangle the mind.
I guess the worst is the opportunity loss due to mind paralysis. arising from the rigid ego trip. My only excuse was , careless....EGO trip. So now i have wasted 3 quarters of 2015. all in i have waste 2014 to 2015. What an intelligent fool i am becoming. Is ok, i cannot stress much these days, so i try take it easy, and make excuses. Anyway, i was waiting for the dodo rates hikes he promised. Nothing, and not even have balls explain why. forward guidance my .......
regards