DislikedCould it be you're just thinking too much. If living in suburbia with 30 years mortgage on your back is not for you, then don't do it. Instead, try to rewind, to when you felt you were in the right place, with the right people, and try to do something similar. Chances are, the people and place will be different but hey, what's life without changes and challenges.
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