I’ve spent pretty amount of times reading thread after thread on this forum and progressively update myself daily for new development…and I must say It’s been very resourceful and educational ground. I‘ve to admit some are even very enhancing. I truly gain so much from it. Compliment to all those who has been so sincere in sharing all their thought and sight countlessly. Credit goes to u all guys.
This is my forex journey. Literally I’ve been introduce to Forex for almost more than a year now. I was very enthusiast and eager at beginning. I only did one month demo and I’m already excited to open standard live account. Things went opposite with my live I gain some, I lose some and lose some more…and more and more. I get frustrated and I revenge my trade, I can’t control myself, in return it only bring me more trouble than benefit . I acted impulsively. I knew it’s totally wrong attitude towards real success. I realize I got to pull my E-brake and stop completely before I crash my whole account. I did. I withdraw the balance and spend it on my family instead.
As a side note, I give myself and my wife a treat with the balance to vent all my trading frustration. At the point of time, back of my head is in a complete mess I’ve ruin my hard earn saving within a month. This is something I didn’t share with my wife.
I knew, psychological I’m not prepared. I don’t even had a proper skill. I’m just being precarious. I took a break from it for two months. I read a lot of books I did a lot of research I read forum I learn and observe trade pattern, l learn currency pairs characteristic, I write trading journal, I do more practice on my demo. Irony is, it improve my trading result a little bit. I develop confidence and eventually lead to another account opening….this time mini.
History repeats itself, I was initially making but this time new symptom grew in me. I trade with fear. Fear of losing, fear of wrong entry, fear of staying in position too long, fear for in fact most of thing, a kind of phobia develop from my previous trade experience. Which sadly, also wipe out my mini.
Ambiguity speaking, I lost hope thinking can I really gain from forex or can I grow in this business.
I started to share with few friends about forex just to have their congruent towards this. Same time I do more reading and indulge myself anything concerning this business. I began to slowly understand in bigger perspective and grow more mature. I see thing differently now. Not that I had a miracle sight or holy grail system but I learn from good and bad experience. I make those experience taught me a lesson back.
I had improve steadily in my demo. With group trading we exchange ideas and though. Now I’ve e come to this point again where I be opening a new live standard account again with three of my friends probably near time soon. Denial concern, I still had that fear. But what I learn from Larry Lewin – The Secret Of Emotion Free Trading “…. fear is really the only things that keeps us from learning anything new”. I had predefine that and I want to come in with positive attitude and knowing that I can make it here. This is where it will begin. May god be with me on my new live standard account.
Those can want to share their constructive thought are mostly appreciated.
This is my forex journey. Literally I’ve been introduce to Forex for almost more than a year now. I was very enthusiast and eager at beginning. I only did one month demo and I’m already excited to open standard live account. Things went opposite with my live I gain some, I lose some and lose some more…and more and more. I get frustrated and I revenge my trade, I can’t control myself, in return it only bring me more trouble than benefit . I acted impulsively. I knew it’s totally wrong attitude towards real success. I realize I got to pull my E-brake and stop completely before I crash my whole account. I did. I withdraw the balance and spend it on my family instead.
As a side note, I give myself and my wife a treat with the balance to vent all my trading frustration. At the point of time, back of my head is in a complete mess I’ve ruin my hard earn saving within a month. This is something I didn’t share with my wife.
I knew, psychological I’m not prepared. I don’t even had a proper skill. I’m just being precarious. I took a break from it for two months. I read a lot of books I did a lot of research I read forum I learn and observe trade pattern, l learn currency pairs characteristic, I write trading journal, I do more practice on my demo. Irony is, it improve my trading result a little bit. I develop confidence and eventually lead to another account opening….this time mini.
History repeats itself, I was initially making but this time new symptom grew in me. I trade with fear. Fear of losing, fear of wrong entry, fear of staying in position too long, fear for in fact most of thing, a kind of phobia develop from my previous trade experience. Which sadly, also wipe out my mini.
Ambiguity speaking, I lost hope thinking can I really gain from forex or can I grow in this business.
I started to share with few friends about forex just to have their congruent towards this. Same time I do more reading and indulge myself anything concerning this business. I began to slowly understand in bigger perspective and grow more mature. I see thing differently now. Not that I had a miracle sight or holy grail system but I learn from good and bad experience. I make those experience taught me a lesson back.
I had improve steadily in my demo. With group trading we exchange ideas and though. Now I’ve e come to this point again where I be opening a new live standard account again with three of my friends probably near time soon. Denial concern, I still had that fear. But what I learn from Larry Lewin – The Secret Of Emotion Free Trading “…. fear is really the only things that keeps us from learning anything new”. I had predefine that and I want to come in with positive attitude and knowing that I can make it here. This is where it will begin. May god be with me on my new live standard account.
Those can want to share their constructive thought are mostly appreciated.