Disliked{quote} I'm sure you don't mean to, but you're inadvertently trivializing the reasons for suicide. The Actor Philip Seymour Hoffman, who killed himself a few years ago, was very successful, very popular and very wealthy. People who are suicidal very often feel painfully alone, and can even feel alone at their own birthday party surrounded by friends and family who sincerely love them.Ignored
Those feelings are trivial... We're all alone in this world and were since the day of our birth. Some people just do a better job of convincing themselves otherwise because they're afraid to stand alone. They also tend to lose money in the markets.
Your measurements of Hoffman's success are also trivial. "If your success is not on your own terms, if it looks good to the world but does not feel good in your heart, it is not success at all."
It's my assumption that you have never lost everything in the world that matters to you and mustered the strength to continue on. Alone. It actually makes trading easier by an incredible degree.
This game isn't dominated by people who don't lose. It's dominated by people who win. And to them it isn't dominated by people who win. It's dominated by people who can't lose. Just another piece of the paradox.
"The fun is in the hunt. Not the kill."