sometimes we're putting ourselves under pressure to perform simply by exposing ourselves publicly, and there was no need for that. Maybe you should just trade for yourself (that's the goal after all) and don't care about showing your results to anyone. Some guys want to genuinely help, some do it for the ego trip, but either way, in the end, the burden is on your side. Regardless, really appreciate your wllingness to share your journey. I'm sure you'll make it back in no time.
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