Dislikedmy bad I did not clear the things !!! It was me how did all the wrong things. the initial thought was short but I did hit the BUY ( by mistake)Ignored
Think about the experience - if there is something to learn from it then do so - and move on. Be kind to yourself.
Trading really is a scary business sometimes. You will come back stronger.
Thank you so much for telling your story here - we can all learn something here with you.
check out the terrain - follow never lead