I guess it's survivorship bias...maybe you got succeeded one time...but getting drunk will affect your judgement for sure.

I think the best way is to be an Introduction Broker (You can earn your commission back) and create a low-spread account.

There are 1:100, 200, 300 and 500 leverage you can choose in Moga. However, only 1:100 you can choose if you need a low-spread account.

As a beginner, I think 2-3 times in a week is enough. As a saying goes in Asian region '知己知彼 百战不殆' (To know yourself and your counterpart, it's nearly impossible to lose the battle.)

Do not buy EA, again. If you really care your money, you will take it serious. Look for a good platform, create a demo account, learn some useful knowledge, ask some information from experienced traders and forget it when you lose even though you've ...

I think Moga would be your choice. There are very account types you can apply depends on which is more accessible to you.